We Exist Through Memories

location: Ireland

mood: Lonely

music: None my heart is songless

I am just checking in teleporting was safe and sound, we are settled in, I am sorry I was a bit selfish over all of that but I am hurt really bad over it all, I might go visit Rupert with the kids, Don't think I will be home for Christmas it will be too hard to bear it... any way just wanted to say we are safe and sound, Shawn copper nene and jacob all say hi and they miss the lot of you all ready. Shawn hopes his Daddy gets better soon, and he said that he wishes we would talk again... what do I tell him? He said - "I wish you and Daddy were talking again, I don't want to be split between you guys, I want you both to have me as the whole shawn not the torn in half shawn" and I have no Idea how to even talk to him about it. Anyway enough about me, and my plights, I love you guys dearly.
-Yara

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location: Somewhere over the rain clouds

mood: Enough Said

music: Emotionless Good Charolette

Emotionless lyrics
Hey dad
I'm writing to you
not to tell you, that I still hate you
just to ask you
how you feel
and how we fell apart
how this fell apart


are you happy out there in this great wide world?
do you think about your sons?
do you miss your little girl?
when you lay your head down
how do you sleep at night?
do you even wonder if we're all right?


but we're all right
we're all right


[Chorus:]
it's been a long hard road without you by my side
why weren't you there all the nights that we cried
you broke my mother's heart
you broke your children for life
it's not ok,
but we're all right
I remember the days, you were a hero in my eyes
but those were just a long lost memory of mine
I spent so many years learning how to survive
Now, I'm writing just to let you know that I'm still alive


the days I spent so cold, so hungry
were full of hate
I was so angry
those scars run deep inside this tattooed body
there's things I'll take, to my grave
but I'm okay
I'm okay


[Chorus:]
it's been a long hard road without you by my side
why weren't you there all the nights that we cried
you broke my mother's heart
you broke your children for life
it's not ok,
but we're all right
I remember the days, you were a hero in my eyes
but those were just a long lost memory of mine
Now, I'm writing just to let you know that I'm still alive
yeah, I'm still alive


sometimes
I forgive
yeah and this time
I'll admit
that I miss you, said I miss you


[Chorus:]
it's been a long hard road without you by my side
why weren't you there all the nights that we cried
you broke my mother's heart
you broke your children for life
it's not ok,
but we're all right
I remember the days, you were a hero in my eyes
but those were just a long lost memory of mine
Now, I'm writing just to let you know that were still alive


and sometimes
I forgive
and this time
I'll admit, that I miss you, miss you
hey dad

I hate the fact that I miss the man that hurt me and I hate that this song gets to me and makes me relate to it so well

Tags: and this time i'll admit?

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